Embarassing Life Moments

Discord is banned in China too

I think hate speech should be censored online and from the press, but allowed irl

Wanna say controvertial shit, own up to it in person lol.

Dont just hide behind a keyboard

(Should require a court to approve of such censorship

Something like a Grand Jury thats sitting for a long term, but require a 3/4 supermajority to censor it)

You cant sockpuppet IRL lol

Journey to the West

Nobody seriously believe in Sun Wu Kong actually exist lmfao

Sadavir Errinwright from The Expanse

Loved that its not just evil for no reason

He actually has a goal I can sympathize with

I feel like in the TV Portrayal at least, its like I can feel like he actually does kinda care about Earth…

in his own fucked up way, but still…

Lee Mao

CCP Intensifies

Sun Yat Sen (孫中山)

I wonder if my birth country would’ve been in a better place, be making more friends in the world instead of antagonizing everyone like PRC and CCP is doing, destroying the reputation of my people abroad, and causing widespread Sinophobia.

Listening to music, mostly C-Pop

Chatting in Discord in language exchange servers

Some are Chinese and some Chinese Diaspora

Haven’t really had those chats since I was in Elementary school

Lemmy and Piefed are too White-Westerner Centric tbh

I like Avasarala from the Expanse.

I hate “Rey Skywalker” or whatever that character is… so bad lol…

The Orville

👀

Funny enough, hydroxyzine is supposed to be for for anxiety but also for sleep

But all I get is feeling tired, not really anxiety relief…

No idea…

Mom seemed to manage well and kept my family afloat… and she just lashes out on everyone… sometimes threatening divorce with dad, sometimes lash out at my older brother, sometimes at me… :/

So I guess by being alert enough means losing sanity and hurting the ones you’re supposed to protect…

:(

(still love mom tho… idk why… oxytocin is weird)

Mirai Nikki 👀

(That Anime was weird ngl… the dude getting locked away from his friends thing… and the whole cage thing at the home… and the corpses… idk wtf I watched tbh)

Can I have magic that fixes non-romantic relationships like sibling relations or like parent-child relations or like just friendships?

Can I have magic that make every country like each other and end all human conflicts?

Mainstream… Something you hear about a lot and you can walk down the street and chances are, someone will be on it.

Social media… I mean anything that you can do social things as a main fuction of it…

So game chats are excluded since games are the primary function.

Reminds me of Wheel of Time

Something like “shall speak no word that which is not true” is one of the 3 oaths… but they can still deceive without technically lying…

Bruh I got fingerprinted and it’s probably in a FBI database for a stupid school fight and I was a minor at the time. And there was no conviction. It didn’t matter regardless.

Welcome to the world. Its full of bullshit.

Oh btw if you’re an adult and wanna immigrate to another country, you’re gonna have tl give them your fingerprints and probably even a 3d face scan nowadays (probably even DNA tests in the future).

Is your name a TrageDeliah or something?

But as someone with a Chinese Name in an English-Speaking country, I do feel very weird when someone calls my name…

They’ll never get the real version of the name, only an Anglicanized version of it.

It feels weird, like it feels kinda like a name that only Chinese people are supposed to call me, having a non-Chinese say that name feels like if a teacher called you those nicknames only your family members are supposed calls you by…

I never feel weird saying someone elses name. Like wut bruh?

But yea I get it, the phone call giving their name is very weird to me… like c’mon you’re supposed to be a faceless nameless person who I talk to for 10 minutes lol

Even in person customer service is still weird unless you’re more long term… like I’m a client or something… like real estate agent or car sales person

Not fucking customer service or a fastfood, dont wanna know your name and I don’t like giving out mine either

I don’t think its inherently “AI”, its more of the boilerplate “your life matters, people do care, sEeK hElP, jUsT cAlL 998 bRo”

Like… c’mon, so overused and cliche

Its supposed to be “AI”, why not say something new and useful jesus christ, they act like those “therapists” that say the same “oH wE rEaLlY cArE aBoUt yOu” shit that makes you feel like just reduced to a number in their system, and feel even more suicidal

omg its depression turtle 🫠

I mean the clinical type.

Makes me feel worse than before…