I don’t fear death. O. Welcome it. What I fear is surviving it. Have you seen what the u.s. health care do to people who are not wealthy after they survive almost dying? Also I don’t fear death because this world is. Pain and misery and ending it would be a blessing.

I do not exist therefore I am not.

Panic cry and panic more. Not having a special interest to dive completely into causes a lot of panic and anxiety. Usually because once I’m done with a hyper fixation there isn’t a lot of options because of waves at everything. So just usually panic and cry.

Only advantage for me is that I’m closer to death and ending this exhausting existence on this world.

Trauma

I love it too that way other people who have those things also feel bad even though they didn’t do anything wrong. /S

Turns out being autistic in a society designed against autistic people made me apparently the bad person because I wasn’t “normal”. Like I have a fucking choice.

You know what’s also not cool. Making using fireworks illegal because it might cause a fire but don’t ban the selling of fireworks.

Listen to songs that are more then 10 years old. My autism doesn’t like new music so I just have a playlist of over 4k. Although I did add a few from music creators from TikTok. Very little though. I’m quite strict

When I had my surgery. Suffice it to say I just have the balls for it anymore.

Always remember, gender is something that can change over time. Doesn’t mean your gender fluid, just means your different gender at different times is all. Everyone says your born a specific gender, but gender is what you specify you are at any given time in your life. No matter what, always remember you and your gender you feel at any time is normal and it’s totally ok to explore what gender you are. And yes you can be gender fluid at different times too. And that’s ok.

Napoleon dynamite was fucking garbage and don’t think it should have ever existed. No humor and barley anything. Honestly feel like the movie rubber was better