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Cake day: March 6th, 2025
  • waterbird@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoNo Stupid Questions@lemmy.world•Can a puzzle with missing pieces be considered complete?English
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    4 days ago

    Thank you sincerely for the comment you posted initially! Not much these days causes the gears in my brain to stutter and seize and then restart the way the words you posted did. It’s also fairly rare that my brain holds shape long enough for me to get to chase down a thought the way I did. It was a real treat.

    And please don’t apologize for the rant! Seeing your understanding and musings about this is fascinating too. You are appreciated all around.

    Be well, internet stranger! Until never, maybe. :) May your life bring you satisfaction.

  • waterbird@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoNo Stupid Questions@lemmy.world•Can a puzzle with missing pieces be considered complete?English
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    5 days ago

    for me… it would be incredibly difficult to intentionally not finish the puzzle.  i have bought secondhand puzzles in the past and they have had missing pieces, and i accepted the task as complete because i did. it have the remaining pieces.  *that* felt fine.

    but deciding not to complete the puzzle if i had all of the pieces?  that feels like it would be very difficult.

    and i can’t quite put my finger on why.  why does finishing the puzzle bring satisfaction?  what is it about that specific action?  is it because it is culmination?  if it’s because of the finality of it, the ‘it is finished,’ does that mean that the rest of the activity had less value?  or that the only value it had was as part of an effort which was being built upon towards the summit of the last piece’s placement?

    this person argues that finishing tasks is a special expectation, and i can agree with them there at least.  a large part of the desire to finish things is in the ‘proving that it can be done and that [i] am capable of doing this thing and thus worthy of esteem.’

    so is that it?  is that why i would have a hard time not finishing the puzzle??

    maybe it is because i am reflecting internally the external values i was raised with and am surrounded by?  reifying structures around me?

    or maybe it is just that it would feel disrespectful to not finish it?  that the puzzle ‘deserves’ finishing?

    i finished many puzzles with missing pieces, and for each of them i fabricated the missing pieces- usually from cardboard and pens, or from a piece of the box.  i did it mostly because the hole would distract from the art.  the lack of pieces didn’t bother me, because i was letting that be a meditative practice.  ‘this is imperfect, but it exists and still brings joy.’

    but could i bring myself to *cause* that imperfection, when the actual ‘proper’ completion would actually be possible?  hmmm. 🤔

    there’s a relation to disability here that i am not clever enough to elucidate unfortunately.  it is just outside of my grasp. i’ll have to sit with it for a while.

    probably my brain won’t maintain this shape long enough for me to be able to.  but that’s a puzzle missing a piece of of the box, so i won’t mourn it.  i knew what we were when i started this train of thought.

    ah.  that’s part of it, i think. emergence of disability here being the discovery of one’s self ‘lacking a piece,’ when the expectation was that all pieces would be there at the outset.  that is why there is a sadness.

    so if i were to sit here with a complete puzzle, considering it *not* as a complete puzzle but as one which was never destined *to* be completed- thinking of it as one that was *created* to be 99%-ed and have its final piece set aside, i think i could make peace with it.

    bizarre train of thought.  if you bought a mug and then shattered it, the normal course of action would be to be frustrated or sad.  because mugs are ‘meant’ to be drunk from.  but if the mug was created and destined not to be drunk from but to be broken?  different reaction.  i imagine there would be satisfaction and a sense of completion when it shatters.

    so what the hell determines the actual destiny of a thing?  the actual purpose?

    i guess that digs to something deeper still, right?  how meaning is created and what meaning even fucking is.  blah.

  • waterbird@lemmy.blahaj.zonetocats@lemmy.world•My calico cone of shame and it's rainin' catEnglish
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    10 days ago

    … if she is in a cone, has she recently had a procedure? if she has, please please please let her rest and keep her clean and dry. she will need time to recover. animals will act like they feel completely fine, even when they are in pain, and they will not scale back activity levels on their own if they are on painkillers post-op. they don’t understand that not being in pain doesn’t mean they aren’t injured.

    if she has not had a surgery recently and the cone is an allergy thing or something, still a bit sad that baby is out in the rain. she is very cute.

    does she go everywhere with you? what a life of adventure. :)

  • waterbird@lemmy.blahaj.zonetoLemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•GlassesEnglish
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    27 days ago

    “The injured woman had been a regular visitor to the great apes’ enclosure, visiting an average of four times per week. She had a habit of touching the glass that separated the public from the gorillas, whilst making eye contact with Bokito and smiling at him. Zoo employees had warned her a few days earlier to keep her distance and avoid direct eye contact with the animal. This sustained staring is thought to have contributed to the attack. Although in humans smiling is a friendly behaviour, in gorillas it is a practice that is discouraged by primatologists, as apes are likely to interpret teeth exposure as a challenge or a form of aggressive display.[22] Speaking from the hospital in an interview with De Telegraaf she said; “He is and remains my darling. Since he arrived at Blijdorp, I have made contact with him. If I placed my hand on the glass, he did the same. If I smiled at him, he smiled back.”