Life. I aint doing this shit sober.

Boredom.

They were in the table behind me

Insomnia. There is nothing like the desperation for sleep. You will do anything and often it is still not enough

They said something too quietly for me to hear properly the first time

Ran out of memes once so I turned to duster

Weed isn’t a drug

I moved to LA but no one would talk to me until I got a trendy coke habit.

The nice people in rehab are very friendly though.

To be completely honest, I’m not too sure. I’m glad I made it out alive though.

Clean from opiates for around 12years.

Sober for 6.

I have cirrhosis from drinking all day every day for over a decade, but my liver is working, and I’m alive. I also currently work in recovery and try to help others.

The drug store.

I was a really anxious and depressed kid. Drinking temporarily solved those problems. Then while piss drunk at parties or clubs or hanging out with people, I get hit with “hey wanna try this?” or “Do you smoke?”. Try it, like it, buy some, oops.

Thankfully I never got into the super life ruining stuff, but I definitely wasted the first half of my twenties being constantly drunk and high and I’ve got lots of nerve damage from doing stupid stuff.

Now I’m mostly sober. I still drink, but I have rules I haven’t broken in 5 years and I think I’ve gotten it under control.

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